Tuesday, October 25, 2005
8:48 PM
:/
haha. i realised i've been tearing lately. every time i hear some buddhist dao4 li3 and philosophy i'd start tearing. o_O;; dont know why too. but you know, just
LET GO. letgoletgo!
we're all the same
Monday, October 24, 2005
3:32 PM
Q( >_>)=====@) ._.)>
mm. today could be a good day for most people. but it happens to be one of the worst in this year for me! i think now its kinda childish and all, its my fault my day is like that.
still, it would help if people would not be such blatant hypocrites. i try not to be one as much as i can, and if i do i eat my words.
i really do prefer solitude. and helping people i dont know brings me far greater happiness than helping those i do. maybe its just me who have these views and everyone else doesnt, so it could be hard to understand me. like, i hate it when people demand things. maybe you think its normal and everyone does it, but to me, you lack the basic foundation of interacting with people. but you could say only me, if you want to come and contradict. demand. the more you demand, i'm sorry, the less i give. forget it, i wont give anything. sometimes its my fault though. sorry bout that. D:
mostly i think it all in my head. still, its hard to be enthusiastic when you never took part. and it doesnt only apply to me, it applies to everyone, because i've seen you closing yourself from the games and while we have fun and laugh you dont at all.
i guess you can sort of guess :/ but whatever! if i wasnt so horrible, i wouldnt have friends like these. (:
If sometimes you see so many flaws in your partner that you feel very unhappy about, remember that if she/he didnt have these flaws, she/he wouldn't be with you, and instead be with someone else much better than you are.
solitude up for grabs? i'm there before you can say alone.
we're all the same
Friday, October 21, 2005
7:31 PM
ahhhhhahaha!
OMGZZZ AHAHAHAHAHAHAH <33333 OMG! HAHAHA! HAHA! HAHAHAHAHA! OMG OMG OMG! HAHAHAHAHAHA
*is on a high*
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! oops. i realised i didnt bring home my erhu paper. nvm its okay.
OMGZ HAHAHAHAH OMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMGZZZZ!!!! HAHAHA! ^____________^ *luffluff*
BLEACH ROCKS ICHIGO ROCKS HAHAHA HE HAS MACHO VOICE! MACHO VOICE! SO COOL AND HECK CARE VOICE! HAHAHAHA!!!
whatever. shut up and watch.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO COOL ZOMG!!! HAHAHA SO COOL SO COOL ^_____^
WOOOO BLEACH! HAHAHAHA FINALLY THE FIGHTS BEGIN!!! OMG HAHAHAHA ZOMG ZOMG!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I DONT WANT TO STOP BLOGGING *SQUEALS!SCREAMS!FANGIRLS!* OMGGGGGGG!!! OMGZZZZZ HAAHAHAHAHA!
we're all the same
Monday, October 17, 2005
9:41 PM
hello!
it has suddenly occurred to me that, if i dont prac erhu, dire consequences will arrive knockin on ma dorrrrrrrr. (: well, since they are NOT SO DIRE as some other consequences i quite think that i'm entitled to enjoying a bit more than usual of playyayay. ^_^ i reward myself constantly with no reason at all. because eh, i dont find it a reward.
byebye ip though. byebye ticket to bodhgaya. byebye absence of olvls.
say hello instead to olvls! where there are exams galore, and history to explore!
i am so infatuated with yui. she sings so nice! she looks so nice! and and she can do cool stuff on the guitarrrr~
although i am VERY frustrated with the absence of the mp3 even though i've dled twice already. ): i'm so sad. and it doesnt help that my com is dling in bytes.
well, about ajahn brahmavamso. to tell the truth i've been trying to forget him. you know, like, let go. let gooooo. hanasekudasai! XD well. yeah and seems i cant well. not properly anyway. like the way you dont forget all the people around you. and yui ^_^;; well, new obssession. icha icha paradise! um anyway about him, he's way cool. haha i dont know why, but i've been itching to say that i. XD no erase that. (its erased, you see. so you cant see. i didnt say erase that for nothing.) and like every prominent lama i have met, he gives off huge amts of qi. on sunday me and jh were just standing near him so we cld suck up all the chi. and we didnt even need to stand so close to feel it. XD he is WAY cool.
and and he recognised us. because we were monkeying around, and also we went twice to get autographs for two books. but yeah i'm sure he's forgotten us. -tries hard to forget him- well i guess its not like you have to forget him while you're NOT meditating so i dont really mind. another thing is that i like his meditation style. the way he meditates i mean. although i cant recall all of it, it has something to do with being peace with everything and everyone in the world. yes but the way he said it, you really could feel it, and i was meditating around, listening to him and applying it, and then i. (this time i didnt erase it, didnt bother to type it out. XP you dont really think i'm gonna tell you.)
can tell he feels strongly abt certain issues.
i got mail from sonam lama! haha. this shows that even lamas beat normal people at emailing. i mean, what is with youth challenge. if i didnt need the NYAA thing i wouldnt be harping on it - there's no point trying to do volunteer work with a bunch of people who cant be bothered, is there. ah and another thing, i seem to have this unproven theory about how smart i am. how about i prove this fact about how lazy and unintelligent i am. with my exam results.
lydia owes me cornetto. for sure! d:
now i shall try and memorise life.
we're all the same
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
6:42 PM
hallo!
i'm hungry. bwahahahaha
we're all the same
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
3:41 PM
konichiwa~
hai watashi wa yonghui desu!
right. anyway. that is what happens to you when you watch 7 naruto episodes in less than four hours. hai. na...ore wa TSUYOYI na!
ero sennin.
MUHA! hai, anyway today is hmp test, so the next two days will be erhu and piano and i wont have to wake up early.
YOSHYAAAA!
demo, my erhu and piano is really really screwed up. esp erhu. and i lost the damn cassette. taihen, zls gonna whack me. O_O *cowers in fear*
watashi wa gambari masu~! minna te (something lah) gambate yo!
we're all the same
Saturday, September 24, 2005
1:32 PM
[01] First Name: qiu. technically. XD
[02] Last Name: yonghui
[03] Address: NEE SOON yeah baby!
[04] Nickname(s): erm. yonggi. yogi bear. yongster. mosquitto. quito. frogquitto.
[05] Do you like your nickname(s)?: definitely not frogquitto. XD
[06] Gender: female
[07] B-Day: 150791
[08] Your sign: cancer! an incurable sickness.
[09] Where do you live: sin gah poor.
[10] Do you like living in your country? duh all the way. i'm patriotic you know! XD
[11] Have you ever been in love? lol no. dont you think i'm too young? XD
[12] Do you think you ever will fall in love? NO! HAHA
[13] Do you believe in love at first sight? no that is crazy. CRAZY! haha
[14] If you haven't been love, have you ever had a crush? um lol. guess so! HAH
[15] Ever since? ummm! i only started knowing guys at sec1. so yeah!
[16] Do you have a tattoo? NOOOOOOOOOO
[17] Do you want one? NOOOOOOOOO
[18] Where do you shop at the most? dont.like.shopping!!!!!!!
[19] What colour is your hair?: black!
[20] What color are your eyes? black.
[21] How tall are you? make that short. 155.
there is apparently no 22.
[23] Do you smoke? NO I DONT WANNA DIE EARLY
[24] Do your friends smoke? no? lol?
[25] Who is your best friend? my imaginary friend!!!
no 26 either. shrug.
[27] Who are your best friends online? eh. i dont know. whoever comes online the longest time.
[28] Do you like Bath & Body Works? huh what
[29] Kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? PANTIES! no i'm kidding. pantene.[30] Is your hair short or long? short!
[31] Do you like to shop? crazy. i got stomachache shopping once.
[34] What turns you off? um. gui hun. XP imaginary GHOSTS
[35] What place do you go for fun? i want to go nepal or india or tibet or japan!
[36] What do you do for fun? um. go online. play game. dunno.
[37] How many phones do you have in your house? fiver!
[38] How many computers do u have in your house? one. T_T
[39] What's your favorite foods? umm dunno. i'm fine as long its not durian or some weird stuff.
[40] Do you look like anyone famous? nope haha
[41] Do you think Justin Timerlake is attractive? what kind of question is that. NO.
[42] Who is the most attractive person you know? uh. haha! maybe arthur.
[43] Do you wish to be like your parents? no. coz I DONT WANNA GET MARRIED.
[45] What cologne should a hot guy wear? well since you're so hot, go bathe in cold water[46] What are you listening to right now? busted! who's david.
[47] What time is it? 1226
[48] How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? there was once we had conference till nearly 5 XD my phone gave out
[49] Do you have your own phone line? uh huh uh huh
[50] Have you ever kissed someone (NOT FAMILY)? oh yeah sure. -_-;
[51] What are your favorite shoes? eh.dunno.not my school shoes.
[52] What kind of clothes do you sleep in if any? sometimes i wear pjs. but usually i'm too lazy to change.
[53] What's your favorite soda? ice cream soda? XD only one i know.
[54] What things do you say a lot? like. haha. and your regular singlish.
[55] Are you the serious, loud, happy, or shy type? never ever serious.
[56] Who is the coolest people/person in the world? eh? ME? haha no lah. my uncle is cool! and all the fawangs and yay (:
[57] Do you think you are weird or funny? haha most ppl wld think i'm WEIRD.
[58] Who was the last person you called? i called my dad. he came home and i called his name. XD
[59] Where do you wanna get married? not.getting.married.
[60] Who is the finest guy in your school? JOHN MACKINTOSH XD uh oh later they see my blog.
[61] What are your favorite guy/girl names? uh? stupid question.
[62] What's your worst memory in the past 5 years? umm. dunno XD
[63] What's your favorite childhood memory? i'm still a kiddo lol.
[64] What is your favorite fast food restaurant? dno.
[65] Who do you really dislike? um i dont generally dislike anyone.
[66] If so, names?
[67] Do you have a pool? i wish man!
[68] Do you have a spa? ppl generally dont have spas.
[69] Are you stupid? uh huh.thats why i'm doing this quiz.
[70] What are you addicted to? internet.
[71] Who do you wish you were like? yumei!!! nono jk XD
[72] Who has it easier, males or females? males lah wtf.
[73] Would you rather be short or tall? taller? T_T
[74] Do you like to dance? YA MAN! i like to move it move it
[75] Do you like playing pranks on people? umm. HEHEHEH.
[76] What's your least favorite subject in school? geog? haha.
[77] What's your favorite subject in school? history and lit!
[78] What college do you wanna go to? hwachong! haha.
[79] What school are you studing in now? gnaynan boy's low.
[80] Do you have a Playstation2 or Gamecube? nope.
[81] Do you sleep a lot? uh. i can! heheh. but i think time's wasted sleeping.
[82] Whats your favorite radio stations? dont really listen.
[83] Are you a night person? well. by night i'm usually more awake. too bad thats when we're sppsd to sleep.
[84] Are you a morning person? um. dunno. its nice if u wake up extra early.
[85] Whats your favorite tv show? dno. dont watch.
[86] Do you shave? no. i want to though! haha, NUN.
[87] How often do you shower? twoooooooo times!
[88] What room do you spend most of the time in? study room.its where the com is x)
[89] How many rooms does your house have? um. seven. heh.
[90] What do you wanna be when you're out of college/university? i dont know >_< seriously.
[91] Do you curse a lot? i get whacked regularly. (they whack when i swear.)
[92] Are you ticklish? sometimes yes sometimes no!
[93] What's your favorite flower? ..stupid question.
[94] What are you wearing right now? shirt and shorts.
[95] Do you go to church? nawpes.
[96] How many kids do you wanna have? NO MARRY NO KIDS.
[97] Do you believe in God? yeah why not.
[98] Are you superstitious? sometimes haha
[99] What color tooth brush do you use? its white and blue!
[100] How many times a day do you brush your teeth? my teeth are clean!
[101] Who is you favorite cartoon character? spongebob squarepants!
[102] Do you have a job? nope. gna get one w vanessa.
[103] What's your favorite fruit? honeydew and rockmelon!
[104] What's your favorite vegetable? grass! :D
[105] What's your favorite candy? dno haha.anything lah.
[106] What was the best day of your life? not that old yet.
[107] What are you gonna do today? go for theory? finish LA. start on geog.
[108] Are you daddy's little angel? i used to argue like shit with him. XD
[109] Do you wear body spray? no? O_O
[110] Who is the sweetest girl? YUMEI MY WIFE XD
[111] Who is the sweetest guy? any lama! XD or fawang.
[112] How many rings or necklaces do you own? N/A i'm a guy. XD no lah i dont have any.
[113] Do you wear a watch? used to.
[114] Did/Do you have braces? nope haha
[115] Do you have freckles? no!
[116] What are you thinking right now? about the quiz? yeah.
[118] What time is it? 1247
[119] Who makes you laugh? if its funny i'll laugh.
[120] Who's your favorite teacher? johnny mac! haha and mrs see!
[121] What's it doing outside right now? whot?
[122] What is your favorite dream? haha i have weird dreams. all quite cool.
[123] Are you tired of filling this out yet? YES.
[124] Who of your friends do you think will get married first? LOL. I DONT KNOW XD
[125] Do you believe in reincarnation? YEP.
[126] What's your funniest memory as a little kid? um dunno. i cant rmb it, but they said i put in the batteries for my birthday toy thing when my uncle couldnt. HAHA.
[127] Do you believe in Santa Claus? siaopok.
[128] Do you believe in ghosts? yeah
[129] Are most of your friends music freaks? haha. tifa and cherry and chanyi are pro!
[130] If you could live in any time period, which would it be and where would you be? i wld constantly switch time periods and places. XD
[131] Have you ever paid for a pay-per-view concert? huh?
[132] Do you buy merchandise on your favorite group/singer/band? CDs!
[133] What TV station is better mtv or vh1? dunno XD
[134] What is the worst show on MTV? shrug.
[135] What is the best show on MTV? dno. lol?
[136] What is the worst CD you own? dunno. lol.
[137] What's your favorite movie? i love! lots.
[138] Friend(s) you have the most fun with? hahaha. nearly everyone!
[139] Friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun? peiyan? XD
[140] Friend(s) you've dreamed about? nearly everyone! XD
[141] Friend(s) you tell your dreams to? eh. no lah. my sis?
[142] Friend(s) you tell your secrets to? ZERO. i'm proud of that.
[143] Boxers or briefs? lol???? iono.
[144] Long or short hair? thats subjective. SHORT. long hair troublesome.
[145] Dark or light hair? there'll always be a period of time you have dark and light hair, unless you're blond or albino.
[146] Tall or short? what? are you asking me about guy? CHEY. taller lah.
[147] Mr./Mrs. Sensitive or Mr./Mrs. Funny? funny to certain extent will do i guess.
[148] Good guy or bad guy? haha so cute. not so bad lah.
[149] Dark or light eyes? whatever lor.
[150] Hat or no hat? XD?
[151] Ears pierced or no? NO!
[152] Tan or fair? dont look sickly. XD
[153] Freckles or none? does it really matter..
[154] Stubble or neatly shaved? shave it.
[155] Rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? they are kind of same? @_@
[156] All american, homie G, or grunge? haha. dunno.
[157] Mt. Dew or SURGE? mt. dew
[158] McDonalds or Burger King? anything.
[150] Coke or Pepsi?: sprite!
[160] Rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? NOT MARRYING.
[161] Sweet or sour? um. sweet?
[162] Mr. PiBB or Dr. Pepper? whazat?
[163] Tea or coffee? tea!
[164] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy!
[165] Ocean or pool? ocean.
[166] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? o_O nacho cheese.
[167] Mud or Jello wrestling? JELLO!
[168] With or without ice-cubes? with!
[169] Milk/Dark/White chocolate? dark chocolateeee
170] Shine or rain? any one's fine.
[171] Top or Bottom? can you not be sick. XD
[172] Winter/Spring/Summer/fall? summer or autumn or winter XD
[174] Skiing or boarding? skiing!
[175] Biking or blading? biking!
[176] Cake or cookies? both!!!
[177] Cereal or toast? cereal!!
[178] Car or truck? car!!!
[179] Night or day? both!
[180] Gloves or mittens? glovesssssssss
[181] Pager or Cell phone? cellphone DUH
[182] Bunk bed or waterbed? waterbed!!! so cool
[183] Chewing gum or hard candy? chewing gum chewing gum!
[184] Motor boat or sailboat? motorboat lah!
[185] Lights on or off? on thank you.a night.
[186] What's your favorite color? red!
[187] What's your favorite Drink? eh dunno. @_@
[188] What's your favorite animal? not a snail.
[189] What's your favorite Holiday? INDIA! and NEPAL!
[190] What's your favorite Quote? -stares- what.
[191] What's your favorite non dairy Ice cream flavor? huh. @_@
[192] What's your favorite Song? SHUTUP XD
[193] What's your favorite Book? DITTOOOOOO
[194] What's your favorite Place? anywhere fun
[195] What's your favorite Game? anything fun
[196] What's your favorite Food? REPTITION NOT APPRECIATED
[197] What's your favorite Shape? SHUTUP XD
[198] Do you like to call or be called? be called! then you dont have to call! XD
[199] What time is it? 1332
[200] Are you glad this EXTREMELY long survey is over? YES VERY
we're all the same
Thursday, September 22, 2005
8:16 PM
helloooo
^________^ ohayo~
i linked yumei!!! coz as member of the YFC (yumei fanclub) i had a obligation to do so. moreover, as she said, she is my first wife! yay <33 XD
i think i have to go do my maths. i still have LA to do!
we're all the same
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
4:05 PM
OMEN.
the world is full of omens! and i just have accepted one. accept meaning agreed to comply. haha. ya with the omen.
the omen is that my msn 7.5 does not work.
i can sign in and all, but after that the convo windows and main window are like totally BLANK. so it gives me this really cheated feeling. my msn DOESNT WANT ME ANYMORE. even though i use it constantly. T_T oh well. i have decided to comply, anyway, when i FEEL LIKE IT.
coz my msn isnt really being cooperative here. its being FORCEFUL. i go __ to things that force me. sooo...
i shant cooperate until i really feel the need to. for example, i shall comply because i feel like peeing anyway and have to bathe.
(: seeya
we're all the same
Friday, September 09, 2005
11:35 PM
maf!
blogging tmw. dui bu qi. =.= tired sia.
we're all the same
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
12:01 PM
the convo
went something like this.
me: hallo!
yl: hallo
me: haha hallo!
yl: hallo...
me: uh hallo! hahaha
yl: OHH MEI MEI!
me: O_O; YEAH!
yl: ahahaa...ni hao ma?
me: hao~
yl: chi bao le ma?
me: ya...yi jing shi yi dian ban le!
yl: oh ya ya..
me: haha! where are you now
yl: ah..centre!
me: still in singapore?
yl: ya ya...
me: when are you leaving?
yl: geylang lorong15!
me: okay...
yl: ya when you have school holiday, then you come
me: i'm having holiday now XD
yl: oh..you can come tomorrow!
me: i dunno how to go.. ^_^;
yl: nevermind, take taxi..geyland lorong 15
me: what building?
yl: eh..buddhist centre! palyul nyingma buddhist centre..
me: okay..i TRY..
yl: ok ok you come then we can go chang chang
me: haha okay!
yl: ya okay..
me: you stay in singapore until when?
yl: i stay in singapore 1 year already...
me: WAH O_O!
yl: ya ya then i stay 2 years..
me: oh okay.. O_O
me: who else is there?
yl: me yeshi lama~!
me: XD; any other lamas there?
yl: ya ya... *list out lama names and khenpos*
me: help me say hello to them! :DD
yl: *laugh* haha ya ya...
(i think we ran out of things to say somewhere here. @_@)
me: ok i go sleep now...
yl: ya ya go sleep...
me: byebye!
yl: goodnight!
lol.lets see...
yl yeshi lama!
chang chang go out or something, gai gai. D:
haha! YAY he hasnt forgotten me. i think kuncho lama in TAIWAN already! woo. and i dont know if i can call the other lamas coz they gave me their numbers in their country. @_@ i dont know if they've reached yet or not. haha.
and i put *list out lama names and khenpos* because i forgot. ATROCIOUS. but i cant help it. XD you know, there's the i'm tireeddddddd thing going on in my brain.
bbg says she saw lamas in j8 taking neos! and she say i shld bring them take neos for memory's sake..and bring her as well! which just made me realise that i should have asked THE LAMA WHOSE NAME I CANNOT RMB to send me the photo he took of us with his phone. THEN i wldve known his name, and i can even call him. T_T sigh.
chang chang! XD
we're all the same
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
7:36 PM
today
marks the end of the happy period.
hannah actually said limqing said that i looked happier yesterday during xiaozu. but we must all give into impermanence and get on with it.
i like to contradict. simple plan says welcome to my life. i, however, advise you to step backwards slowly with your hands in the air.
having said that, today is the downest day. which marks the end of the happy five days of puja, i luff all the lamas and everyone. :3 but all good things always come to an end and now i'm pressurized like shit - i should NEVER go for masterclasses of my instruments. NEVER. and i should have less sensitive ears. SHOULD doesnt mean want to. i like my ears, however superior or not they are as of now.
i know i told myself to think positively. but still, the standard of my erhu is depressing. it makes me dizzy. it makes me want to grab a bucket and VOMIT into it. it is THAT bad. and i cant stand man lianning.
1. its not any better
2. its still noise
3. ITS SLOW AND SUFFERING
that is why i dont manlian, unlike all you people out there. man lian means play slowly. o_O; yes.
i need some syf motivation here. i need sarah to scold me and make me prac! where's sarah when you need her? TAT i'll tell you where! she's STUDYING FOR HER O'S. so i have no right to disturb her. TTnTT
spent 40mins of studying time reading huiyan's stupid seventeen because she took out of her bag and offered me it. and i dont like chem enough to read mags like that. so..anyway i can conclude that: people are pretty because they're not chinese. thankyou. and also i like the guy's reply abt why guys cant stick to one girl. it COMFORTS ME. and about the childish thing, reminds me of eh, potassium argon. K Ar. cherry would know.
tiffany is THE PROEST. lim qiao ling (however you spell it) COULDNT FIND FAULT WITH IT. she had to hear it a second time to find some insignificant little underdeveloped bit. it wasnt as if she wasnt already doing it. OMG *luff* tifa's the best. thaaaaat's my di xia qing ren! x33
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