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Thursday, September 01, 2005
10:22 PM
the puja!

today is mostly about the puja. i played sasunaru till he was 30+ exp i think. watched a bit of madagascar, then went to the puja at tanah merah wan fo lin there to help out. got fawang and everyone! very cool~

at first me and babygoh just went there and we did our homework; there wasn't much to do. rodro lama and his student shraman lama (not very sure of their names @_@) were making the da jing gang with an angry face for the empowerment tonight! yup. they were still making with the oats and wheats. (quaker oats: no need cooking!) put hot water and oil. very cool. which reminds me that ashue lama said he was going to show me how to make the the the thing. i forgot what its called. >_<><" coz i suddenly forgot how rinchin lama looked like, then i ended up giving it to chinrin lama, who was as dark as him. @_@ then after that rinchin lama complained he hadnt go his coffee yet. oh yah, the names might seem confusing but actually i didnt know their names yet. :P and the string lama! heh. i dont know his name, so i'll just call him the string lama, coz he was doing the pieces with the string. VERY cool. i was watching him for a while. he did for the whole afternoon nonstop. he only went to eat when we were sorting out the string. which brings me to that. yeah after everyone got their drink (fawang had this yellow cup with dragon designs on it. very wow.) i helped bbg with her script. the last part of it, coz she injured her hand in the weirdest way (trying to open something then got cut by the staple i think) so she didnt want to write anymore, and then i was writing for her. oh oh! we bought the warhead extreme sour apple! and then bbg ate she said her jaw very pain hahahaha. that sour. but when i ate it, it wasnt very sour what. @_@ oh well. have i become immune or what. hahaha! then the lama took one and ate it by himself! XD me and bbg were laughing and laughing. then he took one more, went into the room fawang and the other two people were in, and he came out smiling. then bbg was like you gave fawang?????!!!!! then he was like yes~ -smilesmile- then we burst out laughing XDD could fawang take it, i wonder. um anyway back to writing finish her script for her. (some father and daughter thing. there's no moon on chu yi!!!! XD that was damn lame) yah. after that we exchanged ipods and then walked around randomly. i tried to peel an orange. lol i cant XD i just got a lot of the white stuff under my fingernails. very bad, coz i dont really have any white part. ouch. yah. so i tried to be useful in some other way lol, and went to untangle the string they've been trying to for like, since before we arrived. it was really this huge mess. then i was doing doing doing with the other helper christopher person. (who knows bbg for a long time already!) and we were doing doing doing. haha! then he went off and bbg came and we continued doing doing. it was such a big tangle! XD we were making holes so that it could pass through. i decided to make the string from cocoon shape into a ball. so cute. ball ball! haha. okay nevermind. i rejected my dinner (wasnt hungry) from duno what time lol like maybe five plus. until it was dark. then chinrin lama came! haha he was like "so messy!" haha so he helped us. found another end of the string! (there were already three other ends lol) and he was like no dont roll it! coz that way it'd be easier to slip the string through, coz its just a string and not some huge ball or anything. if not very hard to loosen everything coz it'll just get tighter and tighter. so ingenious! haha. and his eyesight is damn good lol! although he has specs. the string move a bit, then he can trace it all the way to some other tangled place and pull it so there's a path. we were already doing that at first, but like wow not so far XD very pro. then he made all the holes for my ballball to pass through and stuff. very funny and tangled, like some parts it'll be just going through one hole after another. the thing was when we were untangling the string with chinrin lama it felt like we had all the time in the world, and my mind was happily empty, and very absorbed in the present. with a clear mind, things can be done much faster and you find yourself getting things faster as well, because your mind isnt crowded and full of all the other unnecessary things. it is VERY effective and cool. i know that we should clear our minds and stuff but i never really could do it and do something at the same time. its a very nice blissful feeling. when we finished it was like this huge huge accomplishment. woo! chinrin lama was like heyheyheyheyhey! hahahahaha. like this huge huge sigh of contentment! then the string lama was like woo! as well. hahaha. it had to be untangled before the empowerment, and it was! chinrin lama is so damn cool. things were going a lot a lot faster after he came. so cool! the last bit of string went over my dinner and knocked my spoon off. XD then chinrin lama was giving me the whoa-you-havent-eaten-dinner look. hahahaha while eating dinner, watched rodro lama and shraman lama put finishing touches on the pu ba jing gang. oh yah when we just reached there i asked rodro lama what he was making and he told me! haha. and then after that shraman lama made me pour oil for him into his hands to put with the oats/wheats. so funny. and then rodro lama took the thick incense stick and broke off the part he didnt need and gave it to me and gave another to bbg and said "hold. :D" XD yup. i went to talk to chinrin lama! then i found out that chinrin lama was called chinrin lama. hahahaha. and that now he's thirtyfive years old and he became a monk when he was ten and started learning under Penor Rinpoche's thingy 10 years ago. and the cool part is taht he's from nepal! and he's in the monastery by Penor Rinpoche in Pharping, knows khenpo namdrol (in fact he metioned him to me first so cool) and started living there two years ago! which is a real shame coz i went there four years ago. haha. he rmbs that there was the empowerment there that time by penor rinpoche but he didnt go. sad haha. he says when i go to nepal next time he'll give me a all-round nepal tour! hahaha so fun. he's been to taiwan and india as well! he said he'd give me his email address. must get from him tomorrow. yay yay! can you believe it. i was FOUR years old when he started learning under Penor Rinpoche's thingy. heh. what was i doing. yup. and then soon they were done with the pu ba jing gang! and they carried it downstairs. wrapped up the plastic on the floor and we swept the floor. YES i dont know how to sweep properly but whatever. i mean, as long as the floor's clean it doesnt matter right. heh. i wanted to but didnt dare to go into the room where fawang and the two other people were. mummy says that one of them knows me. O_O and took picture with us and mama before. right there in wang fo lin. @_@ -tries to rmb- oh well. um. I DIDNT KNOW THERE WERE THREE OF THEM. i thought only fawang was there. and i only had one angbao. omg so embarassing. >_< -goes red- and and when i went into the room it was like a totally different place. their qi was like. WOW. reminded me of reiatsu. you know, from bleach. haha. spiritual power lah, in bleach terms. the air was thick with it. i was like O_O and then it was so scary. he rmbs me! lol. and then i didnt know, so after i did three times to the person who rmbed me (i feel so guilty, like i dont deserve to be remembered, cos i cant rmb him ><;) and his hands were already stretched out waiting for my head to be still. (heh. another way of putting it, waiting for me to stop so he cld bless me.) yeah. then i was so nervous i didnt know what to do lah, cos i didnt want to make them wait, but i had to gongyang or something three times, so i did this sort of halfway thing. >_<>_<>_<

well. then when we went out the other lama went out as well. and mummy sort of told me abt him and that they all know jiujiu. then he was like rubbing my hands and my arm up to my elbow and tellin me that jiujiu is a very nice person and they all like jiujiu! XD lol okay. then i realised for the second time that my hands were very very cold and clammy. mummy went off to tell people that he gave me plain crackers. okay. uhhh. then after that they had to go down to start the empowerment, and i was at the side watching. i think im' cold blooded. when i went out to watch them do the puja my hands were very very warm. like outside also very warm lidat. cos insid the aircon was on the whole day and so it was quite cooling. yep. and i was still very absorbed in the qi in the room. and thinking about it. SO COOL lor. i mean, their qi is like, huge, a lot, and i've never went into a room with air like that (it was like, a little soild-ish lol), being so thick with qi.

well. had to go home. ): cos mummy has to sleep and stuff. and in the car i realised i was very very tired. and continued thinking about the qi in the room and fawang's face and all that. very cool. bbg agreed abt the qi when she went in as well. i slept in the car hugging the box of plain crackers. haha.

oh and there is this higher level, where the lamas have their retreat. its this really really narrow staircase (the stairs overlap each other, are really thin and really steep) and it goes up to the highest part of the building, right in the roof. and there are like small rooms where the lamas sleep and stuff. and a lot of empty spaces. maybe for meditating. it had this very quiet feel about it. sorry for spoiling it by going "so cool!" but you know, couldnt help it. it was really very cool.

well all in all thats that. see who win superstar later. linjunjie performed yay! although he seems very INSIGNIFICANT compared to people like fawang and the person who rmb me and the other person with all their super good qi~! :3

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