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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
7:36 PM
today

marks the end of the happy period.
hannah actually said limqing said that i looked happier yesterday during xiaozu. but we must all give into impermanence and get on with it.

i like to contradict. simple plan says welcome to my life. i, however, advise you to step backwards slowly with your hands in the air.

having said that, today is the downest day. which marks the end of the happy five days of puja, i luff all the lamas and everyone. :3 but all good things always come to an end and now i'm pressurized like shit - i should NEVER go for masterclasses of my instruments. NEVER. and i should have less sensitive ears. SHOULD doesnt mean want to. i like my ears, however superior or not they are as of now.

i know i told myself to think positively. but still, the standard of my erhu is depressing. it makes me dizzy. it makes me want to grab a bucket and VOMIT into it. it is THAT bad. and i cant stand man lianning.
1. its not any better
2. its still noise
3. ITS SLOW AND SUFFERING
that is why i dont manlian, unlike all you people out there. man lian means play slowly. o_O; yes.

i need some syf motivation here. i need sarah to scold me and make me prac! where's sarah when you need her? TAT i'll tell you where! she's STUDYING FOR HER O'S. so i have no right to disturb her. TTnTT

spent 40mins of studying time reading huiyan's stupid seventeen because she took out of her bag and offered me it. and i dont like chem enough to read mags like that. so..anyway i can conclude that: people are pretty because they're not chinese. thankyou. and also i like the guy's reply abt why guys cant stick to one girl. it COMFORTS ME. and about the childish thing, reminds me of eh, potassium argon. K Ar. cherry would know.

tiffany is THE PROEST. lim qiao ling (however you spell it) COULDNT FIND FAULT WITH IT. she had to hear it a second time to find some insignificant little underdeveloped bit. it wasnt as if she wasnt already doing it. OMG *luff* tifa's the best. thaaaaat's my di xia qing ren! x33

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