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Monday, October 17, 2005
9:41 PM
hello!

it has suddenly occurred to me that, if i dont prac erhu, dire consequences will arrive knockin on ma dorrrrrrrr. (: well, since they are NOT SO DIRE as some other consequences i quite think that i'm entitled to enjoying a bit more than usual of playyayay. ^_^ i reward myself constantly with no reason at all. because eh, i dont find it a reward.

byebye ip though. byebye ticket to bodhgaya. byebye absence of olvls.
say hello instead to olvls! where there are exams galore, and history to explore!

i am so infatuated with yui. she sings so nice! she looks so nice! and and she can do cool stuff on the guitarrrr~
although i am VERY frustrated with the absence of the mp3 even though i've dled twice already. ): i'm so sad. and it doesnt help that my com is dling in bytes.

well, about ajahn brahmavamso. to tell the truth i've been trying to forget him. you know, like, let go. let gooooo. hanasekudasai! XD well. yeah and seems i cant well. not properly anyway. like the way you dont forget all the people around you. and yui ^_^;; well, new obssession. icha icha paradise! um anyway about him, he's way cool. haha i dont know why, but i've been itching to say that i. XD no erase that. (its erased, you see. so you cant see. i didnt say erase that for nothing.) and like every prominent lama i have met, he gives off huge amts of qi. on sunday me and jh were just standing near him so we cld suck up all the chi. and we didnt even need to stand so close to feel it. XD he is WAY cool.

and and he recognised us. because we were monkeying around, and also we went twice to get autographs for two books. but yeah i'm sure he's forgotten us. -tries hard to forget him- well i guess its not like you have to forget him while you're NOT meditating so i dont really mind. another thing is that i like his meditation style. the way he meditates i mean. although i cant recall all of it, it has something to do with being peace with everything and everyone in the world. yes but the way he said it, you really could feel it, and i was meditating around, listening to him and applying it, and then i. (this time i didnt erase it, didnt bother to type it out. XP you dont really think i'm gonna tell you.)

can tell he feels strongly abt certain issues.

i got mail from sonam lama! haha. this shows that even lamas beat normal people at emailing. i mean, what is with youth challenge. if i didnt need the NYAA thing i wouldnt be harping on it - there's no point trying to do volunteer work with a bunch of people who cant be bothered, is there. ah and another thing, i seem to have this unproven theory about how smart i am. how about i prove this fact about how lazy and unintelligent i am. with my exam results.

lydia owes me cornetto. for sure! d:
now i shall try and memorise life.

we're all the same