teh blogger

Monday, October 24, 2005
3:32 PM
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mm. today could be a good day for most people. but it happens to be one of the worst in this year for me! i think now its kinda childish and all, its my fault my day is like that.

still, it would help if people would not be such blatant hypocrites. i try not to be one as much as i can, and if i do i eat my words.

i really do prefer solitude. and helping people i dont know brings me far greater happiness than helping those i do. maybe its just me who have these views and everyone else doesnt, so it could be hard to understand me. like, i hate it when people demand things. maybe you think its normal and everyone does it, but to me, you lack the basic foundation of interacting with people. but you could say only me, if you want to come and contradict. demand. the more you demand, i'm sorry, the less i give. forget it, i wont give anything. sometimes its my fault though. sorry bout that. D:

mostly i think it all in my head. still, its hard to be enthusiastic when you never took part. and it doesnt only apply to me, it applies to everyone, because i've seen you closing yourself from the games and while we have fun and laugh you dont at all.

i guess you can sort of guess :/ but whatever! if i wasnt so horrible, i wouldnt have friends like these. (:

If sometimes you see so many flaws in your partner that you feel very unhappy about, remember that if she/he didnt have these flaws, she/he wouldn't be with you, and instead be with someone else much better than you are.

solitude up for grabs? i'm there before you can say alone.

we're all the same